i dont know how to make you understand. better yet it aint for me to “make” you anything. reading today this, after what seems and sounds to be almost very similar to quite few days i’ve experienced. then i, saw eat.pray.love. and i thought “rhae, what the fuck is wrong. yea you scared, but we were taught to kick fear in the ass.”
i’m neutral on the oprah tip but i sure as hell cant wait to see you. i will meet you some day, shake your hand, and thank you for being fucking real. it gets hard. i mean i shed so many tears i sometimes have wished to get my ducts sewn shut. i just gets tired of it. yet last night it dawned on me, every time i have fought against the universe things just dont seem quite right. in the past two months i’ve not fought. i’m fallen down on my knees and remembered-remembered who i fucking am-where i came from and open to where i’m going. but how am i to allow movement it i force my feet to stay still, for anyone.
i’d wish you luck, but i see you dont need it. 🙂
just make sure you blast that oprah date.
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